oh my god sweetie :c can you get to a doctor at all? for any reason? you can always let a doctor know that you’re in an abusive situation and they can help you
it sounds like your whole household is fucked up and you really really need to find some way to get out even for a day so you can let someone know. even if you’re not 18 yet, there’s still shelters that can help you.
not letting you get on the internet is the first step in cutting you off from the outside world, so you really need to put in a tip to someone locally that can help you out. if I knew years ago what I know now, I could’ve gotten to a safe place a lot sooner and I want you to get away asap so you don’t have to stay in such a bad situation.
they’re going to play on your fear of retaliation to keep you exactly where you’re at. don’t let them do it, there are ways out. having internet is one step, act on it RIGHT NOW so even if they take it away again, someone locally (maybe a shelter or the police department) knows and can act on it.
they arent always like this though thats the thing
my family is normally civil and fine and peachy but lately some shit has gone down and me disagreeing with them gives them the green flag to do whatever the fuck they want to me
i dont know what to do because all of my friends either live really fucking close or really far away, so my family could get me back easily. as much as id love to bail on them.
this isnt the first time theyve taken my internet from me. but i could live without it. its my friends i cant live without and i just dont know how to handle myself without them
augh what do i do what do i do