get the hell out. go stay with a friend, and while you’re with that friend, call the police right away. If your brother is hurting you and your parents are just letting that happen, CPS can interfere and prevent them from getting you back. Ever. Tell the police exactly what happened and that you’re scared of it happening again. That’s all they need to hear to prevent your parents from taking you back into that situation. If you wanna bail, do it. I know it’s really hard, and it’s easy to think of how easy it’ll be for them to try and get you back, but getting away for one hour with a prompt call to the police will keep them away from you.
I know you can do this, sweetie. it’s extremely hard and it’s scary as fuck, but the sooner you say something about it, the sooner you can get somewhere safe where you can stay in contact with your friends without having to sneak online.
i cant just leave though. theyre my family and theyve done so much for me
sure my dad is a little aggressive but he hasnt actually hurt me other than mentally and my brother would claim he was only slapping sense into me
minus that part where he forced all of his weight on me and nearly snapped my neck but BESIDES THAT DETAIL
i dont know if i have the mental capacity to just up and leave them because wow they think theyre protecting me but theyre doing a poor job of it
some of this might be my fault anyways so i cant just leave them
it would only fuck things up worse in the family